It feels as if I continually miss my stop, and that you are sending clues and signs and signals pointing me to a life you hope I would live. I do not know why I feel so undecided and stalled, but I do know that this stillness can be used for your glory. I want to live a great life and do great things, being used up, but I want to do your will more. Please let them meet, let a life of greatness and big assignments be met by my clear mind and your divine will. And when the fog still feels heavy, I promise to live with faith and trust that you always know what’s best and what’s best for me is your greatest design. And so it is.